Fatigué

Where is the moment we need at the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day


Thanx Daniel for the great words....soundtrack of my last few months....*when it comes to school anyway*

I'm in the middle of exams, i can't study...i've been starring at books and can't understand anything.....i've been drawing blanks for the last semester. its so weird...how the end of the road is the hardest to get through. Im so close to call it quits on this whole school thing.
I've been doing a lot of reflecting on my last 4 years at school..and its so strange how i just kept pushing through when my screwups were just simply countless. Besides the usual slacking off and missing plenty of classes...i'm notorious for forgetting about important dates and deadlines. I have not gone through one semester without completely forgetting about a due date...not because i was just lazy..but because i dont' care to remember things that are highlited IMPORTANT....in my mind it registers as 'forget about it!'. The royal mixups come from my favorite...studying for exams super hard and finding out too late-they're open book. I happend 3 times!! So bizarre how i maintain mediocre grades *lately just plain bad grades* and not get kicked out of school. Usually stuff doesn't bother me....but to think that i've invested a little over 17 years in an investment porfolio thats pretty much a 100% academic and i still don't understand the simple concept of making it to a scheduled quiz.
I'm gonna end my rant today with ...School truley sucks! for now... Everything else is pretty dandy-*alhamdulillah* Can't wait till Wednesday at 10pm, i'll be so done. Unsure of how to celebrate!
Oh yah..its Thursday and i didn't end up going to dogdge ball...shoulda..it woulda taking some of the frustrations away...watever...i'm out for now!
I swear ill be in a better mood when i come back.

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Looking for Mr. Right...

I just used that neat-o title to suck the reader in. Mission accomplished! Actually i'm not a complete liar, i'm in search of something, but its not Mr. Right. I've actually been on a 3 year extensive search for a hobby. Living in a small town sorta limits spontaneous goodtimes from occuring; however, repetitive attempts at 'fun' are rampant. So...i figured i should pick up on a hobby...something like painting, yogalates (just cause pure yoga is kinda strange and very iffy..so mixing it up with pilates will hopefuly take away the nonesense-lets get fit-spriritual energy), fatal martial arts (is there such thing?..watever..u get it...like killing someone by pressing on their forehead or something), blogging, learning a new language (something strange that no one would suspect me to know like Pashtu, Belorussian, Nepalese, Yoruba, Afrikaans, etc. I'd work for the government as an official eves-dropper..i think the name is spy, or i'd casually mention my capabilities at the social event of the year and then get scooped up to live as a queen in a foreign country and save them from eternal damnation cause no one else could communicate with them).
I've sorta slowed down on my rigourous search for a hobby....until i came across this: Dodge Ball-Women's Recreational League. Every Thursday 6-10. $21. That spoke volumes to me...goodtimes, goodtiming, descent price....overall fun. Although the thought of a bunch of soccer mom's who were x-college athletes is sorta scary..i think its worth a try. I might go with a friend to lessen the probability of getting my a** kicked by some 48 year old woman thats so stressed out at her dead end job and her only outlet is dodgeball cause it reminds her of the good ol' times living in a trailer and attending the local highschool in small town hicks-ville.
I might go..i might not...we'll see..the class starts April 20th. I might have something important to do...like sleep.....i think i'll get up and do that right now actually.

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Welcome to my blog!
Slip into something a little more comfortable, sit back, relax, put your msn on 'Away' or 'Busy', minimize that paper you're working on, and enjoy your time here.
To begin, an intro. I have a name but i'm better known as Vegas. I attend an educational facility. I'm in my 20's. Female. Unemployed.
My hobbies include: Napping, dosing off, and general night sleep.
Favorite Food: Finely Granulated Ice.
Enough about me and more about the blog. Don't be fooled by the name "Advanced Boredom". The name can be misleading. Yes, I am bored, but some of the greatest thoughts and advancements came about because of boredom. Remember the guy who discovered gravity and the other guy who discovered electricity (were they both the same guy? Go figure!). Anyway they were both pretty bored: one of them was hangin out under an apple tree and the other guy was flying a kite in the middle of the night. A Kite? he was seriously bored. Henceforth, this blog will be life alteringly good. I will not disappoint....I promise. Okay thats too serious. I might disppoint sometimes.
The genre of this blog is: Random Thoughts, Activities and Observations!
Oh and another thing...i heart comments....so send send send.

Till my next posting...do watever it is you do best!
Vegas