Fatigué
Where is the moment we need at the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Thanx Daniel for the great words....soundtrack of my last few months....*when it comes to school anyway*
I'm in the middle of exams, i can't study...i've been starring at books and can't understand anything.....i've been drawing blanks for the last semester. its so weird...how the end of the road is the hardest to get through. Im so close to call it quits on this whole school thing.
I've been doing a lot of reflecting on my last 4 years at school..and its so strange how i just kept pushing through when my screwups were just simply countless. Besides the usual slacking off and missing plenty of classes...i'm notorious for forgetting about important dates and deadlines. I have not gone through one semester without completely forgetting about a due date...not because i was just lazy..but because i dont' care to remember things that are highlited IMPORTANT....in my mind it registers as 'forget about it!'. The royal mixups come from my favorite...studying for exams super hard and finding out too late-they're open book. I happend 3 times!! So bizarre how i maintain mediocre grades *lately just plain bad grades* and not get kicked out of school. Usually stuff doesn't bother me....but to think that i've invested a little over 17 years in an investment porfolio thats pretty much a 100% academic and i still don't understand the simple concept of making it to a scheduled quiz.
I'm gonna end my rant today with ...School truley sucks! for now... Everything else is pretty dandy-*alhamdulillah* Can't wait till Wednesday at 10pm, i'll be so done. Unsure of how to celebrate!
Oh yah..its Thursday and i didn't end up going to dogdge ball...shoulda..it woulda taking some of the frustrations away...watever...i'm out for now!
I swear ill be in a better mood when i come back.
posted by Vegas @ 8:39 PM
9 Comments:
This is an interesting side of you Vegas. At first I thought you were a random white girl who came across my blog. But then I asked MF because I was just too dumb to figure it out, especially first thing in the morning when I called her. I should have known it was you by the fixation with naps. Anyways hang in there. Just get the damn diploma, you can't do nothing about the past now. I owe you a breakfast, thats how I would have taken you out to celebrate. With a nice strawberry, banana waffle. When we meet again insha Allah. I highly recommend you move to Calgary when you return from summer stuff. I am sure you'll do well here.
Oh I will add you as a friend as soon as i figure out how.
hey, it sounds like I wrote this post. I can relate to each thing you said about forgetting the deadlines.
At one point I thought that these incidents are too planned to be just random; I would be regular in the class and the day I wouldnt go would be an exam or an important deadline.
But, "all is well that ends well". I am graduating, and you are graduating but those professors will always be there with there coffee to go.
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last friday i had my last exam and i swear after writting it and walking out of the lecture hall....i had the best feeling ever, i was finished, i had survived 8 months waking up 6 in the morning to make it to 8am classes and usually comin home late after work.
its all done...atleast for now, now the odd thing about that great friday is...i did a little victory dance on train (subway), i had no idea there was one person at the back! no worries...the world could use a little weird sights from time to time.
aint you lucky? you're all done!and you probably didnt have some dude laughing at you 'odd' victory dance... cheer up lady.
^_^
Hey how bout a new post?
No...it aint' gonna happen!
write something...lool i should follow my own advice
For God's Sake WRITE!!!! We want vegas we want vegas we want vegas we want vegas***continues to chant non-stop increasing in volume slowly rising to a scream*** VEGAS VEGAS VEGAS VEGAS give us vegas
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